hatelovefriend

Well lately my life has been extremely confusing... my ex that i dated for 3 years off and on wants to get back together. But i think i might be in love with this other guy thats a friend of mine, and he says that if he lived close to me we'd be the best couple on the market but he lives hella far away (300 miles to be exact). I don't know what to do!! lol If i followed my heart i'd wait until i got to see the guy that lives far away, because i truly do love him, but i don't think he's interested in a long distance realationship so i'm pretty much screwed.

Current Location:	my room
Current Mood:	confused
Current Music:	as my guitar gently weeps- the beatles

It kills me so much to know that there is absolutely nothing I can do to help her out. I love her to death and I hate to see her get so depressed over some dumb guy who never loved her. If she calls him she is going to freak out and feel suicidal again and I can't let that happen. Last time they got in a fight she started cutting herself  and called me the next day all upset, then on monday she loved him again after he treated her like shit. I can't keep rescuing her, but I'm afraid to stop.


                                  love bodatious, just needed to get this off my mind.

Current Mood:

disappointed